hey people!
and today is the EVE of raya..
i should be happy..
but sadly,im not.
im not excited for raya tis time.
infact,i dont even know if its really going to raya or not tomorrow.
im bored.
theres nothing much i can do at home except for helping my mom with the cookings for tomorrow.which i dislikes it.
so all i did was to on my lappy,on my tv and surf the net.thats it!
how bored can it be.
i remembered where we used to be busy during raya eve.and my fam would go to my grannys house to help out those boiling of ketupats and stuff.
and i would be there not helping but busy playing with the charcoal.its fun when i see my hand getting blacker and blacker.
tats was fun ouhkae.
but now?nahh...
its has no meaning stuck to it.
i dont feelt like its festive tomorow.
well....wad can i do?is just wait for tomorrow and go with the flow baby..
i had enough of thinking oreadie to think about things..
but before i forget,i would like to wish those muslim people reading this post a happy hari raya and enjoy your raya people!
and im NOT done with this thing.
this things about this slut.oooppss!did i just called u a slut?hell yeah i did u fcuker!
first thing first,why the hell in the world do i bother so much about u?because of u fcuker i suffered a super splitting headache.
can u just fcuk off?
ive still yet to hear what has happened last night.
but i dont think i wanna know about it.
i know i dont have the right to curse and swear about you.
its not im scarred of you or wad bitch.its because i dont want him to be hurt.
but why does he have to be hurt unless if he STILL have feelings fer her BACK!?
omgomgomg...
my life is a messed ryte now..
im not gonna stand or sit still..
im gonna fight my way through.
i wish i could forget all this stuff...
fat hope.
lastly,to you bitch...
be careful ouhkae.be very very careful.
nahh...dont worry..
i dont do silly stuff..
thats dumb..



