just why do i have to HURT others feeings..
yarh i may be rude..
partly because im angry..
because im in fear..
yarh whatever..
i just donoe wad to say animore..
im hurt and i hurt.
how cool is dat people?
too much things that i think i have to let out..
but ive let it out like, a big portion of it?
yeah..
but still things does not change.
never will be.
am i proud of wad i did?
no im not.
why on earth do i have to hurt when i noe i am hurt and i noe how it feels like to do it to another people.
and why do i LIKES to feel the hurt wheares it dont bother me really sometimes.
i think ive went over board on it.
sensitivity all that...it TAKES CHARGE.
oh gosh.
its like the olden days..
i just dont know how,why,what,when...
argh...
whatever it is.
its like,how much more people do have to suffer because of being hurt?
youandme knows it really well.i hope.
im still hurt though..
and i noe ure still hurt too.
my heart was never mend.and i think it will never be mend.
im just hoping for the best.
and eventhough it is shattered,
im still happy.
am i down?
no im not.
im gonna stand stong.
cant repeat time..
if i could..
i dont wish to be belong to the past.neither now.
i wish to feel just like heaven



