Its not always about u huh?
It seems that u don’t care bout what I feel.
Its not about me being jumping to a conclusion.
But this is what I felt.
Ya, truth hurts. but the truth is what hurts me now.
I was alone in the toilet.worst still,I cried..
Nobody knows,nobody cares.
U just didn’t bother to care huh?
Okae fine,I understood.
Go with them for all u want.
Im not asking for all your BLOODY FARKIN time to be spent on me.
I don’t BLOODY FARKIN care..no,actually I care.
It just you u don’t realise it YET.
U went blind.with all your farking world.
I was like
Its okae.then you can be my puppeteer.u are free to dump me wherever you want when u don’t need me.
U claimed that u got a feelings too?
What about me?its clear that im just a puppet who is so useless and have no FARKIN sense of feelings huh?
Thanks for the downess I felt.
Thanks for the tears ive shed.
Thanks for making me feel unimportant.
Thanks la eh.i don deserve your world.i long knew.
Im backing my feet out ryte now.
And if u think that this was all my PMS thingy..
U completely wrong.no..its not completely wrong..
Its fucking bloody shit completely wrong.
U don’t have to be sorry because Im not asking for any forgiveness or whatever shit.
I just need an understanding of the whole thing.
If u think that im selfish,ignorance,ckp siket sensitive…or whatsoeverunamedit
Im okay with it.
U have the whole freedom of speech,feelings on the world..
Just continue dumping me anywhere.
Its not like I owe you my life.
This was what I felt. and I think its much more worst than the hurt u felt when u were being treated like that .i just seek for an understanding. not another feelings of being a puppet in YOUR WORLD.
