Tuesday, May 29

okie..
i skipped skool today..
its just simply that i could not have the ENCOURAGEMENT to wake up..
n my bed were so cozy for me to sleep on...=p
so yarh..
now im bored..
its raining heavily outside..
i wanna go out but doesnt have the mood to..
n oso partly becoz im darn broke..shoot.
i nid to go werk..
it seems that ive not been going to work like manymanymany weeks!..
i nid cash..*dump2*

haish...
its raining...
gosh...
i nid the loo..
cya..

Sunday, May 27

special shoutout to a deary fren named
EMMA SYAFIQAH BTE...(ooopppsss i forget again!.*smack2*)
so yah..
a HAPPIE 17 BERDAE for u todae...
muackkksss!!!!!

n ouh yarh...
congrats to my dearest LALA..
may u with Raj be filled wit love n eternity..
muacckkkksss!!

n i lurv hym even more..
*hugs n smooches*

Saturday, May 26

Thursday, May 24

those words...
hurts me..
i ve cried just becuase of a sentence..
how could me..
imma supposed to be strong..
tis is wad loves is about..
giving u the laughter and the bringing the tears..
imma gonna be strong..
imma still weak in the heart..

its better u said it out on how u felt..
so i know where am i..
i will mend it..
only if u gonna sae it..
nevermind the tears..
im gonna grow now..
imma mend it..
i will..
with a stronger hearts after that..

Monday, May 21

todae is monday
i was soo suey today..
early in the morning,
i encounter a sickening behaviour by the public..
i meant apek ar..
well not really apek ar..
younger than that..
i was on the way to school..
on that block beside the school..
then saw this idiot..
he was kinda sembunyi2 at the staircase there..
i wonder ar wad the hell is he doing..[ u noe me..KPO gurl]=p
then u noe wad,
he was goncang-ing his thing..
and at the same time the eye see me..
farking pissed off sia..
i was so shocked of course..
at the same time scared ar..
shit ar that lunatic guy..
i call police then u noe..
shit..shit.shit..
early morning2 da kenaa.
kae.chill wani..

seeing hym later..
ciao..

Saturday, May 19

Y YY18 may 2007 Y Y Y

Thursday, May 17

okae..
i had enuff..
i was bullied by erma and sophia at first..
but now i supposed it gonna be a class thing...
hurhur..
i was being bullied..
if it was over a hansome and charming prince,then nvm la..
but this one is over that farkin idotic lunatic asshole cum MAD DOG!!

okie heres the introduction and characteristic of this idiot:
number 1-he's an asshole
number2-he's an idiot
number 3-he pissed off gurls and guys..i wonder if he pissed off his parents too?or maybe they always wear the cotton wool to cover their ears..*wonder2*
number4-he's an empty vessel *dump-dump*
number5-sumtymes i wonder on what is his abilities..(talking craps i tink?..orrr~have the ability of talking and no people is really interested on what he's crapping about)
number6-i tink he's in his lala sort of land..or maybe yaya land?..wake up boi!pleasee laa..stil have the cheek to tell people that u 'have' a gurlfren in SPlah,NYPlah,TPlah..what other skool that he can think of lah..sial ar..u tink u who sia?PCK ar?bes in spore,batam n JB?aiyo..look like apek2 then want to act famous only..haiya...*dump2*
and the list goes on and on and on and on and never stops...

and the outcome:
that freakin asshole have longed to get a tight slap on the face or maybe a knife being stab on him..
no no..maybe a gun shot in his head is much more wiser..easier,faster and also quicker.(its the same meaning issnt?but nvm la..)
OMG..he's really pissed everyone off sia..i tink the ants also will be pissed off whenever he starts talkin..

i tink its tyme to bring back all his lost senses,thinking,and blablabla that u guys can think of..

so mission is yet to be accomplished....dont waste tyme..

that idiot needs T.L.C..

but whose gonna give them to him huh?..

i tink the best ans would be..

the occupants in HOUGANG chalet..

nyahahahahahahahahahhahaaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*bad-bad*

but its true..

Tuesday, May 15

now i realise that i fell in love with him..
so..i luve u can?=p

Sunday, May 13

so yarh..
its 13 may todae..
so gurls..its THE day for fot the since 2004..
its like 3 years oreadie sia..

haha..
reminiscing on the past..
over that stupid letter..haha
it was so darn childish i kept thinking myself..
haha..
the MASK that we wore at that tyme..
weeping n crying is all the act that revolved ar us..
it was fun btw..haha
but wad i felt was stupidity of course at that tyme..
wad do u expect sia...
15 years old kae..
haha..
but i grew up of course..

it was a great year sia..
with all my beloved darlinks and doing all the stupid stuffs..hee
i miss all of dem..
really mish u guys..

Saturday, May 12

Y Y Y

falling for him once: temptation
falling for him twice: destiny
getting your heart broken: a mistake
letting it happen again: unstoppable

Don't give up on love because there is
always someone who loves you, even if
it's not the person you were hoping for..

Y Y Y

Thursday, May 10

im begining to hate the system of my school
it sux i think
u noe y?
kos everyday i need to do the stupid RJ!
n i began to hate and feel bored about it..
its just a complete nuisance to do those stuff..
u nid to be online to be able to go in LEO..
and sometymes i have to suffer in the connection..
my oh my..
its gettin worsen in my life in RP..
i wanna go back to my old life..
where life issnt just about IT and stUff..
but it was about having fun and being out late and not have to worry about submutting things to anione..
i began to feel restless in school..
i don know y..
every tyme when i first step to the school,i somehow began to be demoralise..
shhooot..
and ryte now im stuck with this RJ..
no mood siak to do..
stupid questions by that apek..
hated it man..
im losing my faith to go to school..
im losing my faith to be able to stand up high on everything..
im going down for sure..
n i donnoe if i can be able to withstand this fer years to come..

i hate it when i nidto think too much about things ard me..
i guess what i need is a break and also my ciggy..
i really need them...
in the verge of breaking down..

Tuesday, May 8

so here i am updating my blog..[shushu read kae]hee
yar..
notink change
xcept for the unsudden thing where he 'sounded' me to be hiz..
i was so shocked and thinkless..
tat tyme at skool somemore..
i don know wat to say..
quickly i msg asmira and ask her bout tiz thing...

i donnoe y i cant accept hym...
he did too much tings for me..
and sometymes i just hope that he got a better girl than me..
i toold hym oreadie..
but it just gets harder..
im so guilty+donnoe wad to do+donoe wad to say..
i dont know laa...
hmmmm...
we agreed that we let time do the work..
yurp2..

Wednesday, May 2

okie dokie....
long tyme i never write..lets start wit yesterdae event.
it was soo~ fun yesterdae.
intended to go sentosa but ended up we went jalan2 at vivo instead..
it was fun though..like notink to do..hee
then after tat we went Qbar..
ferst tyme as age playa the factor man..hee
ahakz..
was fun dereand the peeps were like coupling2 ourself yesterdae..haha

heres all the pics taken yesterdae...