so yarh...
not updating fer a long tyme..
kinda buzy lately n also im kinda feelin low lately..
i gorge myself u noe dat..
farkin idiot i am...
i donoe wad im gonna do..
ive let ours a break..but till wen?
seriously,ive no feelings fer hym no more
but wen i tink bout tiz, im still luv hym..
but im so fickle rie now..
gosh...i donoe wad shud i do..
i wanna move on wit a new lyfe but i dont wanna break his heart..
i seriously dowan hym animore..[i tink]...can i?
im so so so dead..
i have no mood fer almost everytink..
my life is lyke a zombie now..
IVE GOT TO GRAB MY STARBUCK..
tats my only cure...
how long cud i be lyke tiz?
he just keepin mum since dat day...
farkin pissed off by hym..
isnt he a guy or wad?
wad shud i do?
i just tot tat hes just wasnt tat my right man...
i just wanna let it go but im afraid...
wads dere to afraid?
god..its hard...
